your eyes, deeper/softer/better than bambis'. your spellbinding smile and easy laugh. your desire to express yourself through magical rites (your blood on fabric, your lips on my fingers as i am feeding you a pearl). your open heart, loving to love. your longing for connection and your ability to create it (how everybody instantly crushed on you, wanted you, wanted to get close to you, to warm up in your radiance). the way you said farewell.
what a magnificent human you were and are and always will be, sweets. what a gift it was to know you. i will always love on you.